I had achieved my lifelong dream of becoming a psychologist and moving to Berlin. Everything was perfect, but suddenly everything becomes grey, I could not feel any connection to anyone, and this overwhelming feeling of being alone. The days and nights felt unbearable and all I wanted was for life to finally be over. See how the clouds opened and I was able to ask for help. How I started to approached my feelings in a new way, and by that was able to live the life that I wanted to live.