I grew up wanting to impress my father, but it got to a point where I didn’t manage to cope. I started drinking to escape my feelings of not measuring up early in my teens, and it just got worse. My life from there was a journey that ended up deep in a bottomless darkness of a bottle of alcohol, feeling worthless, alone, and ashamed of myself. See how I broke out of my environment and self-destruction, to move to a rural part of the countryside. Learn how I faced my demons, suppressed feelings and fears, to slowly rebuild my self-worth and energy for life.