I was counting my next paycheck in beer and using everyone to get my next fix. Eventually I drove everyone away and ended up not recognizing myself in the mirror. I felt I was living in gray sludge, and I felt lost and worthless. See how my friends gave me a wake-up call and how this slowly helped me reflect. Learn how energetic healing helped me remove blockages, that allowed me to start working on my reason for escaping into my addiction.