I felt I was not suited for the mold of society growing up, especially at school and I shared this struggle with my best friend “Benny”. One day I got a phone call that he had died, and my world crumbled. The emotions got the best of me and eventually I fled to drugs to avoid feeling the pain. See how I followed our dream of rapping, and when my career started blossoming, the loss of my best friend weighed down on me. Now I finally allowed my feelings to come out, and I started dealing with the reason for my escape into drugs. Learn how I finally dealt with my grief and anxiety, to move beyond my addiction. Today I use all my experiences and carry his memory in my music.