I barricaded my emotions behind aggression and violence to maintain my respect. Growing up I was exposed to the crime lifestyle through my brother and I slowly slipped into myself. In my pursuit of respect, money, and the life I saw around me, I started losing myself. The loneliness grew with the aggression and violence, while my emotions seemed more and more distant until I felt completely lost. See how I started questioning my own lifestyle and decided to break the cycle of violence. I began exploring my positive abilities and utilized them in an entrepreneurial path instead. This allowed me to create a new environment where I could explore my emotions and discover my emotional needs. Today I use my past experiences to mentor and inspire others.